VLCD Day 26

Um ya, it's quarter to nine at night, my paper was due YESTERDAY and I have 4 pages written... I've taken notes on a bunch of great articles and all I have to do is actually put the darn thing together but I just don't WANT to...

I wasn't going to post today. I gained. I can't tell you how much though because I don't precisely remember and I'm at the university right now... uh... writing my paper... Actually I have to go home pretty quick so hubby can head to work his dumb night shift. He has to work every single night for the next 3 weeks straight, which will mean he will have worked a total of 27 nights in a row when he's supposed to work 2 weeks of days, two weeks of graveyards and then two weeks of afternoons (2pm-10pm) and he's supposed to have weekends off. This is why I can't get a job, because they are always screwing around with his shifts!

I will update you on my stupid gain when I get home and I can check what it was. When I saw that I gained (over a pound) this morning, I immediately went to the freezer and grabbed 3 pieces of chocolate delight and ate them. But at least I haven't had any the rest of the day and at least it wasn't the bag of Cadbury mini eggs that I have hiding on my shelf for me to snack on occasionally once I'm in P4. Still, emotional eating is something I'm trying to get out of and that didn't help this morning. It's just such a bummer to gain when I'm trying so hard to release it all. I think I might do a steak and cake day tomorrow and see if that helps (I'll tell you what that is later if you don't know). I'd better gather my things and head home right now though.

EDIT:
So I gained 1.3 lbs bringing me up to 154.3 lbs with a BMI of 29.14 (overweight). Today I didn't eat any grissini and I didn't finish my salad, but it had my apple and my veg so I ate half of my second veg and half of my second fruit. I did come home to a disgustingly messy house though and felt angry and ate probably 3 servings of chocolate delight and 2 salted macadamia nuts... I don't actually care right now, I'm just annoyed that my paper's not done and I can't find the motivation to finish it and I'm angry that my house is a mess and no one is cleaning up and I can't because I have so much homework to do...